If the law were black and white, there would be no need for lawyers. It is in those grey areas, between the seams, where national security law (NSL) professionals find their value. What I have found as an NSL paralegal is that those things I enjoy doing most—researching, compiling references, drafting legal arguments—are the exact things my attorneys need from me. I have no desire to litigate the issue in front of the command. My drive is always toward finding the answers.